it’s 5:30am. awake since 8am. celexa=insomnia, i am sure of this.
a long day of shopping and wrapping gifts for needy families. not with my money. i have none. and we will have little to no gifts under our tree this year. but that is okay. as much as i love them…these kids need them more. i want these kids to feel hopeful. and happy. if only for a short time.
i took the celexa an hour ago…heading to bed soon and i’m sure i’ll wake in a few hours.must call doctor tomorrow. i think it’s time to return to vitamins
(and continue the xanax until this clears)
at least i’m not where I found myself a couple of weeks ago
must finish wrapping the gifts with the santa claus, snowmen, spongebob and charlie brown wrapping papers in a few hours. and then begin preparing for our holiday party on saturday. printing recipes.
scents of pine, cinnamon and candy canes.
sleep. i feel it coming. soon. finally.